borderline Lyrics by Sarah Saint James
Will it satisfy my self esteem
To make you fall in love with me
You’re just a little out of reach
And maybe still too good for me
A habit I can’t crack, I call it
Self destructive tendencies
Like chasing men in power or
Positions of authority
Down with a case of tunnel vision
All over again
Manipulative psychopath
He got me good, I got it bad
Bought a personality
A fucking liability
Cause I don’t have a self at all
Cause the mirror
I don’t know her
She’s a stranger that keeps me up all night
I don’t want her
But I need her
Cause she keeps me on the borderline
Cause I don’t know what’s wrong and right
When I was younger I would talk to
Old men on the internet
And maybe if my daddy stayed
Then maybe I might be ok
He’s happy with his family
There never was a place for me
There never was a place for me
Down with a case of tunnel vision
All over again
Manipulative psychopath
He got me good, I got it bad
Bought a personality
A fucking liability
Cause I don’t have a self at all
Cause the mirror
I don’t know her
She’s a stranger that keeps me up all night
I don’t want her
But I need her
Cause she keeps me on the borderline
Here’s to hoping
I’m not broken
And these problems, are all made up in my mind
Call it nature
Or my creator
I’m not sick, yeah, I’m just poorly designed
Here’s to hoping
I’m not broken
And these problems, are all made up in my mind
Call it nature
Or my creator
I guess I’m sick
Manipulative psychopath
He got me good, I got it bad
Bought a personality
A fucking liability
Cause I don’t have a self at all
Cause the mirror
I don’t know her
She’s a stranger that keeps me up all night
I don’t want her
But I need her
Cause she keeps me on the borderline
Here’s to hoping
I’m not broken
And these problems, are all made up in my mind
Call it nature
Or my creator
I guess I’m sick