midwxst – sidelines Lyrics

 

sidelines Lyrics by midwxst

 

Everyday that I wake up never feel like I’m enough
Tell my friends that I’m okay but at night i think that I suck
I just get into my head, and I never can escape
I can’t deal with all the rest I just wish I wasn’t-

I’ve been sitting on the sidelines,
Need my playing time, tryna make a couple highlights
Hold it down fasho’, in LA for fucking nine nights
Driving everywhere getting blinded by the sidelights
Praying I don’t wake up before sunrise
Sidelines, need my playing time, tryna make a couple highlights,
Hold it down fosho’, in LA for fucking nine nights
Driving everywhere getting blinded by the sidelights,
Praying I don’t wake up before sunrise,

Say I’m fine, cause that’s my go to line
My fucked up state of mind, can’t break this paradigm
Can’t seem to stand at attention, I’m cutting the tension
If I say that I meant it, I‘m truly demented,
In the way I think, the way I act,
went too far I can’t step back,
Drown my sorrows with Cognac,
Happy? Don’t een’ say I’m that
In honesty I’m f****n’ mad,
Cause I didn’t think it get this bad
Now I’m riding solo, suffer by my dolo

I’ve been sitting on the sidelines,
Need my playing time, tryna make a couple highlights,
Hold it down fasho’, in LA for fucking nine nights
Driving everywhere getting blinded by the sidelights,
Praying I don’t wake up before sunrise
Sidelines, need my playing time, tryna make a couple highlights,
Hold it down fosho’, in LA for fucking nine nights
Driving everywhere getting blinded by the sidelights
Praying I don’t wake up before sunrise

I’ve been sitting on the sidelines,
Need my playing time, tryna make a couple highlights,
Hold it down fasho’, in LA for fucking nine nights
Driving everywhere getting blinded by the sidelights,
Praying I don’t wake up before sunrise