i know you hate me Lyrics by midwxst
I’ve been fighting with thoughts and temptations
I’m not good at holding conversations
But bare with me baby, please just be patient
Want you here, I don’t want my bed vacant
Every night we’ve been fighting, and fucking, and loving
I don’t know if I hate this shit or love it
Don’t wanna keep going but don’t wanna cut it
In a predicament but won’t discuss it, no
You say you love me but I know you hate me
Don’t ever wan’ face me
Don’t know what I’m facing
I’m not one for chasing
You’re never explaining
I’m gone on the weekends
I’m off the deep end
Nothing ever makes sense
Watched you walk out my life and it ain’t been the same since
Put it into past tense
I was playing the offense but now I’m on defense
And I said you were the one and that was crazy
I shoulda had better judgment, I was lazy
Now I sit and recollect while I’m on vacay
I shoulda know that you were trouble when you made me say
That “I love you so much I don’t want you to leave”
And that you were the one that was pulling my strings
And then you went and ripped my heart up into pieces
I never thought it would reach this
You say you love me but I know you hate me
Don’t ever wan’ face me
Don’t know what I’m facing
I’m not one for chasing
You’re never explaining
I’m gone on the weekends
I’m off the deep end
Nothing ever makes sense
Watched you walk out my life and it ain’t been the same since
Put it into past tense
I was playing the offense but now I’m on defense
And once you leave there’s no coming back
I don’t wanna see your face, and on top of that
I don’t want you on my phone, no, I’m not texting back
I know no matter what you do that you’ll come running back
And don’t try to backtrack no shit that you said
‘Cause to me, in my head, you’re already dead
So I’m gonna let you rest in peace
Hopefully this’ll end the misery