Vacant Heart Lyrics

Heart vacant, account vacant
And I been chasing wit’ nothing in my savings
It got me thinking this n** ain’t changing
‘Cause he don’t ever chip in on the bills that I’m facing
Cousin just called out from prison
And when I ain’t got it sometimes I spin him
We ain’t never talk about it, but I stuck around it
Till this day I still beat myself up about it
I ain’t never care about my birthday
But my friends’ birthdays was the worst days
And I ain’t really have it, I was broke the worst way
For some reason I feel my guilt in my gut on Thursdays
I got family out in ‘Bama, I was taught to have manners
I was heartbroken wen my mother moved to Atlanta
Lifestyle different, it’s surrounded by cameras
So who am I to live my dreams and not let her?
I miss you

I was told I wear the fame well, and wear my chains well
I was raised a different way to wear the pain well
I was told that Lola Brooke could never gain sales
It could never be that bad ’cause it ain’t hell
I always hands on, I was trained to be a monster
New crib, haven’t even use the dishwasher
Caught off guard, and from now on I gotta watch em
If the dick ain’t proper, he can’t stop her
I can’t promise you what my mind can’t trust
Who can I run to? Run through my mind too much
Looking through my phone, won’t find too much
When I broke bread, I came in clutch
Scared to say I need you, even when you bleed too
Leave it on the table, matter fact I don’t need you
I was caught up into playing it safe
The boss pay the cost so I pay for the mistakes
Back to business