X & CUD Lyrics by Kid Cudi & XXXTENTACION

The pain in my heart just won’t end
The words that I find just don’t seem to compare
Away to my death in the end
Alone, I must seek out the end to begin

Mind is a maze, thinking ’bout what I can’t change
Devil’s on my head and I don’t want to worry my friends
The trauma say it’s something, don’t think they’d understand
Momma choose the kids but my daddy left them wounded, amen
Living out a life surrounded by lines
I tried I know
Saying goodbye, but you’re stuck in my mind
The sun done went away, oh
Heaven she knows to try, burns this blunt of mine, oh, with teary eyes
Search and you will find you, yeah, aye-oh

Said, nobody wants death because because nobody wants life to end
I’m the only one stressed and the only one tired of having fake friends
Face my fears
Can’t keep love at all

Will he cower? Never ever
Cleveland city, born a grinder
Watch him ripping, can’t stop him
Came in filthy, double-oh, what
Repping for him, keep a flow up
Bumping Camp Lo, a cut, “Luchini”
Born in a gritty city, this n** had his Wheaties, huh
Running my mission, love, and God had looked out
Them n*** lunging, dog, don’t care about y’all
See, I’m off on a feeling sum, I’m going high up
You can’t tell me nothing, you can never
And my varsity sleeves leather, know I do it better
And these things it seems pile up on me heavily
So I just need my blunt and my girl to cuddle and love
I’m done with the deal, got Nikes back on my heels
Call up my n** Seal, world tour and pack up, we kill
And it’s pictures on reels, we getting it popping, no pills
You see they joking him still, n**, I’m doing it ill