I Really Fucked It Up Lyrics
Why am I like this?
Why am I like this?
I got two left feet and I blame it on you
I find the dynamite, and I make us go boom-boom-boom
And I don’t wanna be like this
I’m tryna talk to my therapist
In truth, I know it’s me, and all my issues
I hate when I come home, and I put them on you-u-u
I swear I’m not terrible
I just get emotional
I end up saying sorry every time
I wanna cause a scene just to feel alive
Maybe I’m only mean ’cause I know you’re mine
And I hate myself for making you cry
I know that I really fucked it up this time
Hurricane blowing through your town
I know it’s hard for you just to stick around
And I hate myself for making you cry
I know that I really fucked it up this time
Ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh
I know that I really fucked it up this time
I promise it will be the last time
That I do all the things that I said that I wouldn’t do last night
Then I lose my shit, and I slam the door
And I ask myself, “What did I do that for?”
I’m the damaged type but it’s no excuse
For all of my hurt that I’m living, I’m giving to you-u-u
I swear I’m not terrible (I swear I’m not terrible)
I just get emotional (I just get emotional)
I end up feeling sorry for myself
I wanna ’cause a scene just to feel alive
Maybe I’m only mean ’cause I know you’re mine
And I hate myself for making you cry
I know that I really fucked it up this time
Hurricane blowing through your town
I know it’s hard for you just to stick around
And I hate myself for making you cry
I know that I really fucked it up this time
Ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh
I know that I really fucked it up this time
Ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh
I know that I really fucked it up this time