Ethel Cain – Sun Bleached Flies Lyrics

 

Sun Bleached Flies Lyrics by Ethel Cain

 

Sun bleached flies sitting in the windowsill
Waiting for the day they escape
They talk all about their money and how
Their babies are always changing while they’re
Breathing in the poison of the paint

What I wouldn’t give to be in church this sunday
Listening to the choir so heartfelt, all singing
God loves you, but not enough to save you
So baby girl, good luck taking care of yourself

So I said fine, ’cause that’s how my daddy raised me
If they strike once then you just hit ’em twice as hard
But in the end if I bend under the weight that they gave me
Then this heart would break and fall as twice as far

We all know how it goes
The more it hurts, the less it shows
But I still feel like they all know
And that’s why I can never go back home
And I’ve spent my life
Watching it go by from the sidelines
And God, I’ve tried
But I think it’s about time I put up a fight

But I don’t mind ’cause that’s the how my daddy raised me
If they strike once then you just hit ’em twice as hard
But I always knew that in the end, no one was coming to save me
So I just prayed and I keep praying
And praying and praying

If it’s meant to be, then it will be
So I met him there and told him I believe
Singing if it’s meant to be, then it will be
I forgive it all as it comes back to me

If it’s meant to be, then it will be
So I met him there and told him I believe
Singing if it’s meant to be, then it will be
I forgive it all as it comes back to me

If it’s meant to be, then it will be
So I met him there and told him I believe
Singing if it’s meant to be, then it will be
I forgive it all as it comes back to me

I’m still praying for that house in Nebraska
By the highway out on the edge of town
Dancing with the windows open
I can’t let go when something’s broken
It’s all I know and it’s all I want now