CHAOS Lyrics by Cody Frost
I believed I would step outside of purgatory
Only to find that the sky was still grey
And everything around me was just chaos
I’m not moving as fast as I though I would be when I was 13
I was looking through 3D glasses with firework patterns
And seeing the future, imagining castles
Everyone I know has ADHD and likes smoking weed
And when I hit 23, became the same thing
I hear ’em all asking
“Do you think that’s why nobody likes me?”
I believe that when you die, your brain stays alive
You plug it in like an external hard drive
You see your idea of heaven or maybe your idea of hell
I don’t think I’m supposed to get this far
I don’t even know how to drive a fast car
And I don’t want kids, tear out my eyelids
And continue to pretend that I’m somebody else
Everyone I know has ADHD and likes smoking weed
And when I hit 23, became the same thing
I hear ’em all asking
“Do you think that’s why nobody likes me?”
I take my watch off, time disappears
When I put it back on, it goes unbelievably slow
Everyone I know has ADHD and likes smoking weed
And when I hit 23, became the same thing
I hear ’em all asking
“Do you think that’s why nobody likes me?”
‘Cause I’ve been
Carving idols into bedposts
All of my ghosts, all of my hopes
Wishing life was not so evil
Giving time to wasted people
Carving idols into bedposts
All of my ghosts, all of my hopes
Wishing life was not so evil
Giving time to wasted people (People)
For far too long
When you finally realised
That people have been cutting in front of you
The whole damn
The whole damn
Oh oh
Everyone I know has ADHD and likes smoking weed
And when I hit 23, became the same thing
I hear ’em all asking
“Do you think that’s why nobody likes me?”