i wish i hated you Lyrics

hung all my clothes in the closet you made
your shoes still in boxes, i send them your way
hoping life brings you no new pain
i rearrange my memories, i try to rewrite our life

but no matter how i try to
and no matter how i want to
and no matter how easy things could be if i did
and no matter how guilty i still feel saying it

i wish i hated you
i wish that weren’t true
wish there was worse to you
i wish you were worse to me
yeah, i wish i hated you

our shadows dance in a parallel plane
just two different endings, you learn to repair
and i learn to keep me in one place
so close and yet so far if only we had known from the start

but no matter how i try to
and no matter how i want to
and no matter how easy things could be if i did
and no matter how guilty i still feel saying it

i wish i hated you
i wish that weren’t true
wish there was worse to you
i wish you were worse to me
yeah, i wish i hated you