Someone/Somewhere Lyrics by Deaf Havana (feat. IDER)
You met me in the dark
I saw you from the train
I was wasted
you didn’t look a thing like I remembered \
smiling like a kid
hands were trembling
god what a mess I’m in
Stuck like a stranger
stranded and nameless
blissful and blameless
is this when the pain kicks in?
I broke down when we got back to your house, if you can call it that
just a makeshift room in ancient building
covered in dust and the rain gets in through the ceiling
What have I done?
I shouldn’t have come here I know
but I cant be alone…
See how we fall
after all we’re just strangers
keep me on call
through it all
this love is faithless
I found hell in a hotel room somewhere near the western border
all my demons stick around ’til the morning
I must have fallen asleep because I woke up from the strangest dream
the ghost of you was haunting me
nailing crosses to my feet
See how we fall
after all we’re just strangers
keep me on call
through it all
life as fake love
I’ve been crying out trying to focus on the positives in this but then
you break apart like porcelain and I can’t make you whole again
If you think this is a mess
God you don’t know the half of it you never did
you break apart like porcelain and I can’t fix you
I didn’t want to meet the people that you knew
but I gave in, caved, got wasted again and played the good guy
at least I tried
but I just wanted to die
Each glimmer of progress
was drowned out by hopelessness
and a simple sadness so sincere
it filled my veins with fear and I just wanted to run
To run from everything
outrun my youth maybe shed my skin
reverse the years of selfish sin
climb back inside and start again
I’m done
maybe in another life
we would be nothing but passers by
and even if I see you
you’re just someone, somewhere in the dark…
Someone, somewhere